OIT!!!

I don’t know why but I do know that of late, I have a sudden knack for blogging. So here goes another piece of shit I am about to spill out despite having said to myself that I should quit doing this (refer to previous post). Very well, so what if I am fickle!

Anyways, the latest news are...

MOST of my friends are already getting a great job and I could sense that they are going to have a great life ahead of them. I am really happy and proud of their success but I could not help being a wee bit envious on their whole achievement thingy or should I just say that I get intimidated by my friends’ success. Personally, I think it is okay to feel that way because on a positive side of things, you will get motivated to work twice as hard as your friends to be either as good or way better than they are. My friends being successful in their career is definately a great motivation drive for me to work really hard to earn a really great career anytime now. If my friends can achive it, why can’t I?

On the other hand, I think that I am beginning to lose my social life. That will be a huge problem in a long run because I will end up becoming a super-boring person. I already got such comments from some old friends of mine and I think they are right.Or are they really???

It scares the shits out of me when they say that I am thinking like an old person and when a friend asked me questions like do you go to any concert this year? And I went like..you know I don’t really do concert, but I’m into theater. Worse was when I commented that I am starting to hate the crowds at the malls when I wanted to do shopping and my friends went like,”...you look young from the outside, but you are like an old person in the inside”.You get it why they commented in such a way? Simple! Only old farts hate walking in the shopping malls. Darn it. I felt old the very instance they made those remarks. Huahuahuahua...Sheesshhh...I am so POYO!!

Hmm...

Despite the no social life & what more no fling for the year going to come around anytime soon this year, I am sensing that I will be somewhat a successful person in my career but forever miserable, carefree and ‘flingless’ by year end. Hehehe...We’ll see.

OIT!!!

I don’t know why but I do know that of late, I have a sudden knack for blogging. So here goes another piece of shit I am about to spill out despite having said to myself that I should quit doing this (refer to previous post). Very well, so what if I am fickle!

Anyways, the latest news are...

MOST of my friends are already getting a great job and I could sense that they are going to have a great life ahead of them. I am really happy and proud of their success but I could not help being a wee bit envious on their whole achievement thingy or should I just say that I get intimidated by my friends’ success. Personally, I think it is okay to feel that way because on a positive side of things, you will get motivated to work twice as hard as your friends to be either as good or way better than they are. My friends being successful in their career is definately a great motivation drive for me to work really hard to earn a really great career anytime now. If my friends can achive it, why can’t I?

On the other hand, I think that I am beginning to lose my social life. That will be a huge problem in a long run because I will end up becoming a super-boring person. I already got such comments from some old friends of mine and I think they are right.Or are they really???

It scares the shits out of me when they say that I am thinking like an old person and when a friend asked me questions like do you go to any concert this year? And I went like..you know I don’t really do concert, but I’m into theater. Worse was when I commented that I am starting to hate the crowds at the malls when I wanted to do shopping and my friends went like,”...you look young from the outside, but you are like an old person in the inside”.You get it why they commented in such a way? Simple! Only old farts hate walking in the shopping malls. Darn it. I felt old the very instance they made those remarks. Huahuahuahua...Sheesshhh...I am so POYO!!

Hmm...

Despite the no social life & what more no fling for the year going to come around anytime soon this year, I am sensing that I will be somewhat a successful person in my career but forever miserable, carefree and ‘flingless’ by year end. Hehehe...We’ll see.

:)

It's been really hectic for the past two weeks. I enjoy it really and the class turns out to be great too. Well, I think it IS!

Besides having been rather successful in turning myself into a bookworm, really focused on my work and doing all the typical geeky stuffs day in and day out, I am starting to feel that something is really missing in my life. I am missing that tiny zest of madness that I used to have previously. Probably, I should have more of a social life!!! Oh well, I'm working on it , slow and easy you know.

Other than that, I really have nothing else to say here. I thought I really have a good one a few days back but I never come around writing anything.

Very well, I might all together push the delete button for the third time again to end my blogging life. You just never know. Hahaha...I am afterall very unpredictable.

Come to think of it, I might delete this blog soon but only time will tell when. You know with the latest news I heard where employers actually google out on their potential employees on the net really gives me the spooks. I don't want to be making an awful impression of myself if ever any future employer of mine google out my blog or my friendster account. Thus, watching out for what you have to say, write and disclosed on the net are something I have to bear in mind.

Oh whatever! This thing is coming down sooner or later.

Bis dann Leute! Tschuss !
Till then people!Bye!

:)

It's been really hectic for the past two weeks. I enjoy it really and the class turns out to be great too. Well, I think it IS!

Besides having been rather successful in turning myself into a bookworm, really focused on my work and doing all the typical geeky stuffs day in and day out, I am starting to feel that something is really missing in my life. I am missing that tiny zest of madness that I used to have previously. Probably, I should have more of a social life!!! Oh well, I'm working on it , slow and easy you know.

Other than that, I really have nothing else to say here. I thought I really have a good one a few days back but I never come around writing anything.

Very well, I might all together push the delete button for the third time again to end my blogging life. You just never know. Hahaha...I am afterall very unpredictable.

Come to think of it, I might delete this blog soon but only time will tell when. You know with the latest news I heard where employers actually google out on their potential employees on the net really gives me the spooks. I don't want to be making an awful impression of myself if ever any future employer of mine google out my blog or my friendster account. Thus, watching out for what you have to say, write and disclosed on the net are something I have to bear in mind.

Oh whatever! This thing is coming down sooner or later.

Bis dann Leute! Tschuss !
Till then people!Bye!

Six Months Of...

After much thought (which took me a year to think through things), I am back on my feet doing some serious studies. To be exact, it’ll be a six months study. Is it worth all the time, money, effort, study and risks??? I’ll know the answer only after 6 months later starting from next Monday.

Seriously, I have no expectation on how things will workout. My first day in class, I had the lousiest impression that it is going to suck big time. But on a brighter side, I get to meet and talk to almost everyone in the class. Each one of them with their unique character and I’m getting a hint that I’ll be enjoying the company of selected people in the class. I sussed that they are of my contemporaries. ;)

I skipped class today. The reason being ...Hmm...let me see. I think I could make up hundreds of excuses if I wanted to. I am pretty good at that. Thanks to my previous job experience as a customer service agent, I learnt to lie, lie again, swear behind customer’s back, make up believable excuses and pretend to empathised on ones problem.Thus, I self-proclaimed myself as a good actress and sure, communication is not a problem with me.

Whatever it is, I still think that I am going to need some backup plan in case this one does not work. I’m talking about jeopardising my future here. I think that I’ll need a part-time job or something to earn some side income in the next six months. I’ll think about that and definately I’ll need to spend my whole weekend to think up of a good excuse for not attending the class today. Yeah that’s right and I also need to study.

Are you seeing where things are heading now for me? I am heading more and more towards a boring person who read, study, programme, create and learn. Oh, whatever!
I am just going to have to learn looking things on a more positive tone everyday.That’s definately a lot of learning to do!

Six Months Of...

After much thought (which took me a year to think through things), I am back on my feet doing some serious studies. To be exact, it’ll be a six months study. Is it worth all the time, money, effort, study and risks??? I’ll know the answer only after 6 months later starting from next Monday.

Seriously, I have no expectation on how things will workout. My first day in class, I had the lousiest impression that it is going to suck big time. But on a brighter side, I get to meet and talk to almost everyone in the class. Each one of them with their unique character and I’m getting a hint that I’ll be enjoying the company of selected people in the class. I sussed that they are of my contemporaries. ;)

I skipped class today. The reason being ...Hmm...let me see. I think I could make up hundreds of excuses if I wanted to. I am pretty good at that. Thanks to my previous job experience as a customer service agent, I learnt to lie, lie again, swear behind customer’s back, make up believable excuses and pretend to empathised on ones problem.Thus, I self-proclaimed myself as a good actress and sure, communication is not a problem with me.

Whatever it is, I still think that I am going to need some backup plan in case this one does not work. I’m talking about jeopardising my future here. I think that I’ll need a part-time job or something to earn some side income in the next six months. I’ll think about that and definately I’ll need to spend my whole weekend to think up of a good excuse for not attending the class today. Yeah that’s right and I also need to study.

Are you seeing where things are heading now for me? I am heading more and more towards a boring person who read, study, programme, create and learn. Oh, whatever!
I am just going to have to learn looking things on a more positive tone everyday.That’s definately a lot of learning to do!

Bug Off!!!

Don't worry people. I am not telling you to bug off. That phrase is strictly dedicated to this one person who has been haunting me and scares the shit out of me. I am referring to this stalker that I never realized I have! Darn it!

It really spooks me out and I was even at the verge of getting my number changed; but I can't do that because I have all my prospective employers hanging on to that number. Just because of this sole psychotic prick, I have to change my number!!! To some extend I just might change it; but not now though. No worries friends. In case there would be a change of my number, you people will be informed.

So I don't know if you people already get the picture here. If you are still dazed about wtf I was ranting about a few lines ago; Hey guess what? I have a stalker!!! And it was entirely my mistake for foolishly and almost feasibly give out my number back then when I was working closely with my customers (back during the customer service days).

But the thing is, the exchange of number and the refusal to go out on a 'date' with this unknown stranger was ages ago. To be exact, it was almost a a year ago. What really surprised me was that, couldn't that person get the little bit of hint that I do not wish to go out with him and I thought that I already have made my point clear. The fact that he still hangs on to my number really scares me. It was like, what the hell does he wants???

You guys care to advise on what's the best thing to do here??? I could really do some help here.

Bug Off!!!

Don't worry people. I am not telling you to bug off. That phrase is strictly dedicated to this one person who has been haunting me and scares the shit out of me. I am referring to this stalker that I never realized I have! Darn it!

It really spooks me out and I was even at the verge of getting my number changed; but I can't do that because I have all my prospective employers hanging on to that number. Just because of this sole psychotic prick, I have to change my number!!! To some extend I just might change it; but not now though. No worries friends. In case there would be a change of my number, you people will be informed.

So I don't know if you people already get the picture here. If you are still dazed about wtf I was ranting about a few lines ago; Hey guess what? I have a stalker!!! And it was entirely my mistake for foolishly and almost feasibly give out my number back then when I was working closely with my customers (back during the customer service days).

But the thing is, the exchange of number and the refusal to go out on a 'date' with this unknown stranger was ages ago. To be exact, it was almost a a year ago. What really surprised me was that, couldn't that person get the little bit of hint that I do not wish to go out with him and I thought that I already have made my point clear. The fact that he still hangs on to my number really scares me. It was like, what the hell does he wants???

You guys care to advise on what's the best thing to do here??? I could really do some help here.